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queenoftheskiesIs a wonderful thing.
Making the decision that leads to closure is often difficult, but once it's made and there's no looking back, well, sometimes, it leads to peace of mind, a sense that the hurtful part is over, and a realization that happiness isn't too far away.
Now, hopefully, within the next few months, I'll be able to come up with some closure on the job situation, too.
For now, I'm going to enjoy this last week at work, send out MANY resumes this week, and try to get back to writing.
Then, since I know I'm going to be stuck putting in all the hours on the freeway for at least a while, I'm going to try to find a structure that allows me to do at least a little writing during the week.
And, lastly, I just have to say that Dannon Light 'n Fit Carb & Sugar Control peach yogurt is DELICIOUS. It has tiny chunks of peach and I highly recommend it.
Off to write. Off to write.
HOORAY!!!!!
Making the decision that leads to closure is often difficult, but once it's made and there's no looking back, well, sometimes, it leads to peace of mind, a sense that the hurtful part is over, and a realization that happiness isn't too far away.
Now, hopefully, within the next few months, I'll be able to come up with some closure on the job situation, too.
For now, I'm going to enjoy this last week at work, send out MANY resumes this week, and try to get back to writing.
Then, since I know I'm going to be stuck putting in all the hours on the freeway for at least a while, I'm going to try to find a structure that allows me to do at least a little writing during the week.
And, lastly, I just have to say that Dannon Light 'n Fit Carb & Sugar Control peach yogurt is DELICIOUS. It has tiny chunks of peach and I highly recommend it.
Off to write. Off to write.
HOORAY!!!!!
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Date: 2006-03-27 03:22 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-27 03:27 am (UTC)Sometimes, I think it just takes the decision to be okay, don't you?
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Date: 2006-03-27 03:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-27 04:12 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-03-27 05:12 am (UTC)I think maybe, for some of the things, I had to be willing to admit that there was no fix and let go of them.
Maybe I'm learning. :)
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Date: 2006-03-27 05:05 am (UTC)*Hugs* to you and I'm glad things are looking less grim for you.
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Date: 2006-03-27 05:11 am (UTC)I'm the kind of person that always wants to fix things, always wants to make ammends, even if I'm not really the source of a problem. I don't like being at odds with people, I don't like skirmishes, and I'll suffer through them as long as I think there's any small, tiny, itsty-bitsy hope of making things better.
Even if it's bad for me.
This was a real accomplishment for me to say, I didn't really do anything wrong but have an opinion. I hurt someone with it and I'm sorry. The apology was not accepted, so there's nothing else I can do.
It's over.
I have to get on with my life.
Now, I feel a type of freedom that's very nice. Maybe learning to let go is something I can carry into other aspects of my life. I really hope so.