I'm the kind of person that always wants to fix things, always wants to make ammends, even if I'm not really the source of a problem. I don't like being at odds with people, I don't like skirmishes, and I'll suffer through them as long as I think there's any small, tiny, itsty-bitsy hope of making things better.
Even if it's bad for me.
This was a real accomplishment for me to say, I didn't really do anything wrong but have an opinion. I hurt someone with it and I'm sorry. The apology was not accepted, so there's nothing else I can do.
It's over.
I have to get on with my life.
Now, I feel a type of freedom that's very nice. Maybe learning to let go is something I can carry into other aspects of my life. I really hope so.
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Date: 2006-03-27 05:11 am (UTC)I'm the kind of person that always wants to fix things, always wants to make ammends, even if I'm not really the source of a problem. I don't like being at odds with people, I don't like skirmishes, and I'll suffer through them as long as I think there's any small, tiny, itsty-bitsy hope of making things better.
Even if it's bad for me.
This was a real accomplishment for me to say, I didn't really do anything wrong but have an opinion. I hurt someone with it and I'm sorry. The apology was not accepted, so there's nothing else I can do.
It's over.
I have to get on with my life.
Now, I feel a type of freedom that's very nice. Maybe learning to let go is something I can carry into other aspects of my life. I really hope so.