Finished in the Nick of Time!

[queenoftheskies]

Whew! Finished my pages for the day just in time...11:45. I was gone a lot of the day and then watched "Bruce Almighty" on cable tonight, and didn't get finished until now.

I'm still struggling with the fact that I don't think I'll ever be a good enough writer and that I don't think anyone will ever take me seriously or that I'll ever have anything good enough to submit.

So, I wonder, why do I keep going? The stories are just as good, maybe even better, in my head. Why am I so committed to putting them onto paper? Why is writing like breathing or eating or anything else that keeps me alive?

I hope I'll find some answers some day. In the meantime, I guess I'll just keep plugging along.


Beginning of the End 2029 words

I hit page 301 today!!!! I thought I'd be more excited than I am, but I feel like it'll just be more crap to cut out later as I edit/rewrite.

74,033 words total so far.

Maybe I'll get lucky and write something better tomorrow. :)