:(

[queenoftheskies]

I think...

I'm broken.

Not sure...

How to fix.

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[silk-noir.livejournal.com]

*hug!*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

[artistq.livejournal.com]

so sorry

sending cyber hugs

sending prayers,

hope and good thoughts.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

I can certainly use the hope.

[peacockharpy.livejournal.com]

*sends you tea if you are so inclined*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

I love tea, thanks. :)

And, I love your icon.

Mmmm...maybe I'll make some green tea tonight.

[aeriedraconia.livejournal.com]

Can you do something nice for yourself? A relaxing bath, something good to read, goof off with a computer game or watch a good movie? Take it easy tonight and get a good night's sleep. It'll get better.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Sadly, there's not much time for nice things these days. Too much time spent on the road or being exhausted.

However, today IS hump day, so it's downhill toward the weekend from here.

Perhaps I'll curl up with a good book this weekend and see if that helps. :)

[nycshelly.livejournal.com]

Aw, it'll get better. It has to. Sending hugs.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

[cathellisen.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

What's wrong Janice? Work?

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

::hugs back:: Thanks. :)

Work is part of it. And, of course, the exhaustion that goes with it makes everything a little harder to accept.

I've lost some friends lately. That makes me sad. Not really anyone to talk to any more either...though some still claim to be friends, they avoid me. And, some talk behind my back.

My writing sucks. I think it's time to give up and I guess that hurts a LOT, too.

I'm kinda lost right now. And drifting. And sad.

[raecarson.livejournal.com]

*loffs janice*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you, Rae.

::hugs::

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Old and sad and lonely, I guess.

Lost a lot of things recently.

Maybe I'm just ready to give up.

[frigg.livejournal.com]

:(

Take care of yourself. Get whatever help you need.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

I think it's probably a case of needing to just give up on a few things and make enough time for more rest.

[ultharkitty.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

::hugs back::

Thank you.

[evilmissbecky.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

You should call in sick today and do something for yourself. Sleep, take a hot bath, play with Angelo, treat yourself to a long lunch at a restaurant you've always wanted to go to.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

::hugs back:: Thanks.

I wish I could call in sick. Our fiscal year-end was March 31, and the deadline for the year-end and quarterly financial packages is this week.

I think I'm going to scream.

I'm very sorry to hear that things haven't been going well at your office. I take it you work in accounting, too? That's what it sounds like from your posts.

I think accounting is evil. Very, very evil.

[afterglowey.livejournal.com]

(((hugs)))

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

::hugs back::

[cyberwuzzle.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm sorry. God, what a sad post! *hugs* I hope whatever it is resolves itself soon.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

::hugs back::

I hope it does, too. :)

[beth-bernobich.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

*offers a cyber-gift of huge soft moose-kitten purrs*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Ooooh, thank you. Kitten purrs are the best. :)

::hugs back::

[buymeaclue.livejournal.com]

::patpatpat::

Take care.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

[renakuzar.livejournal.com]

Glass shines brighter when its broken.

Allow yourself to be broken and let yourself shine. Forgive yourself.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

I'd never thought about it that way. That's beautiful.

[lizziebelle.livejournal.com]

Oh dear! I hope this passes soon! *Hugs*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

::hugs back::

[roseyniswitrin.livejournal.com]

Oh no Janice! I hate to see you so sad and lost! Please do something nice for yourself, and know that I'm sending love, energy, and hugs.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. I appreciate the thoughts.

I think maybe I have some big decisions to make and maybe the hurt is coming from not wanting to make them. I think I'm going to have to give up some things I really love because I'm just not good enough.

The realization hurts.

[spaceoperadiva.livejournal.com]

Can we fix it with duck tape? I'm joking of course, but I do emphasize quite deeply. I've been broken for some time now.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

You know, duck tape might be a good solution. :)

Except that, generally, I'm pretty good at holding things together.

It's just that the past 4-6 weeks have really been hell. Losing friends, having to transfer with my job, total exhaustion, realizing I'm not good enough.

Sometimes, it's too much. I hope I'll have it all pulled back together by this weekend, though.

I'm very sorry to hear that you're broken, too. Is there anything I can do to help?

[kmkibble75.livejournal.com]

*packs up good wishes*
*sends*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you for good wishes. :)

[ammepyre.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

::hugs back::

Thank you. :)

[dracschick.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

::hugs back::

Thanks.

[melinda-goodin.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

time for some self-love - warm baths (if you like them), snuggles with anyone amenable or furry-friendly, good books and loving thoughts from friends who can't be there with you.

I hope you feel happier soon.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

::hugs back::