Today, I Had More Than I Could Take...

[queenoftheskies]

And, I came unglued at someone.

It's not a good feeling. I don't like doing it. But, I was very, very angry. I still am, though I'm calmer now than I was then.

It takes a LOT to really make me unload on a person, especially when I've tried to talk to them and make amends.

I don't get angry--really angry--very often, but when I do...look out.

I guess that bad things never end. You can say they end. You can say you're not going to let them bother you any more.

But, if other people aren't willing to let it drop, they're going to take potshots at you forever.

I wish I had thick skin. I wish I knew how to develop it.

I wish I could just get on with my life.

Comments

[cyberwuzzle.livejournal.com]

I'm the same way. I'm sweet, Type B, really laid back. *Some* people take advantage of me because of this, but if you push me too far...WHAM!

So, if you're anything like me, you now have a rep of unpredictability, and people who have learned the hard way will be more careful in the future. *sweet smile*

Sorry you're having a rough day. I hope it get better.

[shawn-scarber.livejournal.com]

This was me last night with the ex. I understand completely how you feel. The thing I hate, is that anger is like being drunk. Even when you want the feeling to stop and go away, it just won't. You have to sleep it off. Then you wake in the morning, and based on just how angry you were, you might either still be angry or at least suffering the anger hang over.

[dragonmyst.livejournal.com]

We all come unglued. And thick skin, well, I wish I could develop it too. I pretend and people think I have it but things get to me.

{{{huggles and snuggles}}}

I empathize with you.