I Deserve All the Bad Things That Happen to Me

[queenoftheskies]

I'm an evil person.

But, I don't mean to be.

I said some things that hurt someone.

That was wrong.

And, I'm sorry.

But, sorry doesn't make people feel better.

Or mend destroyed friendships.

Comments

[buymeaclue.livejournal.com]

You are not a bad person.

What's going on?

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

I guess, when I get tired and stressed and distracted, I just spout off. I didn't used to be like that. I used to just not even voice my opinions...cause, you know, nobody really cared anway.

But, this stuff has been going on in a writing group and it frustrated me and I said some things that I didn't mean...not the way they came out, at any rate. And, it got back to someone.

And, now, I've lost a friend and everyone hates me.

And, rightly so. I'm not fishing for sympathy or for people to tell me I'm wrong.

I was bad. I'm just sorry that I hurt someone else.

And, I'm going to learn to keep my mouth shut. It gets me into trouble.

[buymeaclue.livejournal.com]

Everyone does not hate you, and I think you know it.

You may have made a mistake or done something bad. I wasn't there, so I don't know. But doing something bad doesn't equal being a bad person. It equals being a person who did something bad. Can't be taken back, but can be apologized for and handled differently next time around. Whatcha gonna do about it?

M'dear, I don't know what all's going on and you certainly don't have to tell me (us) anything. (Though, I'm happy to listen if you want to talk and I'm sure I'm not the only one.) But I am kinda concerned, just based on what I have read. And that's okay--I would much much rather be kinda concerned than to have any of my friends keeping everything to themselves when keeping it to themselves isn't what they need/want to be doing. But...take care of yourself, okay? Being good to other people shouldn't have to come at the cost of being good to yourself.

I'm off to bed now. Hope things look better for you soon.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

I should amend what I said. Everyone in the group hates me. I didn't mean everyone in the world or LJ or anything like that.

I'm tired and can't type tonight.

Sleep well.

Thanks for your concern.

[cricketshay.livejournal.com]

You are a human. I think everyone has done something they aren't proud of and wish they could take back.

Time will heal the wounds and hopefully the friendships.

(I've done something similar before and I can understand your pain)

[silk-noir.livejournal.com]

You do not deserve bad things to happen to you! No one does.

On the other hand, if someone writes crappily, they should be told so. You can come sit next to me.

[ammepyre.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

You're not evil or a bad person. Sometimes things need to be said -- they might or might not be the right things -- but I think we're a bit like tea kettles...and sometimes we have to let out steam.

Steam can be good -- it means the water is ready for tea. But, it can also backfire and burn us if we're not careful. Such is life.

Unfortunately, I completely feel you on the last bit about sorry and friendships. But, friendships go both ways and if they can't understand that things get said in the heat of the moment...well, than sometimes it's better to let it go.

Obviously, I don't know the actual details, so none of this could apply. So, more *hugs*

:)