queenoftheskies

Feb. 19th, 2006

One minute, it was pouring down rain. Now, there are hardly any clouds in the sky.

It changed that fast.

Too crazy.

But, at least we got our rain.

Current Mood: impressed

Makes things better.

I hate going shopping (ANY kind of shopping) on Sundays. It's so much more crowded than Saturdays. People are so much more rude...both shoppers AND people who work at the stores.

Today, it was the people working at the stores that did me in.

I am soooo ready to scream and smack people.

I hate feeling like this.

And, all the standing in lines did BAD things to my back and hip. Bad, bad things.

So, I'm going to write. I wrote this morning, but not on the project I'm supposed to finish next Sunday. Brain suddenly decided there were some other things important this morning.

I still have 46,000 words to write on my

olympic_writers project. Heh. I keep reminding myself that I have written 50,000 words in a week before and that I have to stop letting work and mean people get me down.

Sometimes, that's hard. Sometimes, it really is.

Lately, I've been internalizing, too, instead of ranting and getting it all out of my system. That's a bad thing, but I think it's probably indicative of the hopelessness I feel with my situation at work. I think it's bled over into the rest of my life as well.

So, I must find a way to tackle that problem. At least convince myself to get it out of my system some way. It's not good to keep everything inside.

Off to write. Off to write.

I don't think I've said it lately, but...

I love writing!

Current Mood: grumpy

Sheesh! Where do they go? Wherever it is, I wish there was a way to slow it down.

Yesterday, I spent much of the day out or reading or playing video games or watching TV.

My oldest son took me to lunch after I took him to open bank accounts. Then, I started a game of Dragon Warrior VIII when I got home. I'd purchased the game as a reward for myself when I finished Out of the Darkness in January. Read part of a writing book. Watched Final Fantasy Advent Children with my daughter last night.

Today, I spent the morning writing. Then, I played more on my game of Dragon Warrior VIII. My daughter and I went out to two grocery stores and to Target. BAD experiences all around. Hence my earlier, unhappy, post.

I settled back down to write more tonight. My daughter fixed quesadillas with Ranchero cheese, on yellow corn tortillas, for dinner. They were yummy. Watched Sci Fi Channel for a while. They had more stupid crap on.

Wrote more.

Wrote some more.

Wrote on something else.

Watching the anime Descendants of Darkness with my daughter now on AZN TV.

I need to sleep.

Pawns of Destiny

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