Is it Vacation Time Yet?
Oct. 16th, 2004 10:32 pmOh, that's right...I don't get a vacation...and it's been a year since I even had a day off sick...other than the traditional holidays. Sigh...need a vacation BADLY.
However, since I am at least getting out of town next weekend, maybe that'll help.
Got to get rid of bad attitude. It's not bad about everything. Bad about work, but work deserves it. Bad about writing, though, and I don't know if writing deserves it or not. Maybe writing sucks as much as I think it does. Who knows?
Didn't want to write again. I was just toooooo exhausted and wanted to rest and relax. It's a cumulative thing, I think. By the time the weekend hits, I'm all out of gas.
I did write, though. It's this dang determination thing, I guess. I refuse to be a lazy-on-the-weekend accountant when I could work toward being a crappy writer...maybe to ultimately work toward being a decent writer? Maybe. I wonder if that's possible.
But, I'm rambling. I think that means I need to sleep. Must sleep. Need sleep.
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However, since I am at least getting out of town next weekend, maybe that'll help.
Got to get rid of bad attitude. It's not bad about everything. Bad about work, but work deserves it. Bad about writing, though, and I don't know if writing deserves it or not. Maybe writing sucks as much as I think it does. Who knows?
Didn't want to write again. I was just toooooo exhausted and wanted to rest and relax. It's a cumulative thing, I think. By the time the weekend hits, I'm all out of gas.
I did write, though. It's this dang determination thing, I guess. I refuse to be a lazy-on-the-weekend accountant when I could work toward being a crappy writer...maybe to ultimately work toward being a decent writer? Maybe. I wonder if that's possible.
But, I'm rambling. I think that means I need to sleep. Must sleep. Need sleep.
Beginning of the End 1242 words for the day
135,712 total words to date.