I Have to Say It!

[queenoftheskies]

I have tried so hard to be good. I've tried really hard NOT to say it. I didn't want to say it. I wanted to be...good. I wanted not to complain.

I have to say it. I have to get it out of my system.

I HATE ACCOUNTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I never had to work another accounting job a day in my life!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I could get a credential and go back to teaching.

I wish I could...

Do something else. I don't mind working. But...

I hate accounting. And, I hate working with most accounting type people.

There! I said it! It's out.

We now return to our regularly scheduled LJ!

Comments

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

I would soooo love to do that.

Sadly, right now, the problem is time and money. I have to have an accounting job in order to be able to support my family and pay for classes for the credential.

In order to take the classes, I have to NOT have a fulltime job, in order to do the classroom part.

Some day, though, I hope to be able to work it out.

[darkfluidity.livejournal.com]

You have a problem.

There is a solution.

I don't know the answer. But there's no guarantee of quick or easy or anything of that sort.

Perhaps taking vacation time to allow for a class or two. Or maybe one class per semester for six years, if that's what it takes.

There's a girl at my job, she's doing full time uni, and in addition to that she's working almost 30 hours a week--possibly more, since she does some work at home. Sure, she does't get out much, but she knows what she wants and how to get it.

How is always the hard part. I know what I want, I just don't know how to get it. I'm working on it.

I challenge you: work on figuring out how. "Some day," unfortunately, is either one thing or the other: today, or never at all.

{/lecture mode}

[dragovianknight.livejournal.com]

I hope she'll listen to you. Gods know she won't listen to me, 'cause, you know, I'm the little sister.

[queenoftheskies.livejournal.com]

But, you also know how busy and stressed and exhausted I've been and how it's been impossible, up to this point, to really work other things in.

[darkfluidity.livejournal.com]

(excuses...not reasons...just a side comment...)

[darkfluidity.livejournal.com]

Well, you're not supposed to listen to the little sister. It's one of the rules (one of those really high up there rules, too, like a subsection of paragraph 2 or something, either right before or right after the part about not listening to big sisters--all of which, of course, is the same for brothers, big or little).

I doubt she'll listen to me any more than she'll listen to you, anyhow. Firstly, I'm practically a total stranger. Secondly, there's only one person who can convince her to do what she needs to do--not me, not you, not anyone outside her own skin.

But, well, for reasons unknown (even to me), I try. I guess I just hate to see dreams squandered.