Not Quite So Upset, But Oh, So EXHAUSTED!

[queenoftheskies]

I was only gone for around 13 hours today. Guess that's an improvement. :)

But, I'm so very tired. I'd love to just sleep, but I was good and took my med and am eating a bowl of stew that my oldest son fixed in the crockpot today. So very, very good. I have to leave to pick him up in about 15 minutes, but I'll probably crash when I get home and shower in the morning.

HUGS and appreciation to my FL for all the support and hugs and concern. I appreciate you folks so much and I'm thankful for all of you taking the time to show support and just for being there and caring. That means so much.

Lots of people asked questions about the situations I mentioned. I don't mind going into more detail over some of what's going on. I don't really want to talk about one situation because it all started from a misunderstanding that could still be a misunderstanding and I don't want to hurt people in the process.

I'll post tomorrow. I'm going to be back in the old office the rest of this week and next week. So, I'll have time to rest (if you call it rest-LOL) and post more. And, write and edit, too, which makes me extremely happy. Cause I won't be spending all the extra hours on the road! Yay!

But, one thing I want to say is that, when I was talking about issues of trust, I wasn't just talking about online people. I was talking about real life too...maybe even moreso.

You see, the situation that's had me all upset has to do with some pretty underhanded deceit. I was just too naive and trusted some people even though I had some doubts about them. Yesterday, when they gave me "the choice" at work (which I'll talk about in the morning), I had the suspicion that this had been planned for a while.

Today, someone at the Santa Ana office came up to me out of the blue (I have discussed this with NO ONE.) and said, "I'm sorry they did this to you." I knew what she was talking about, and she's nice, so I didn't pretend I was ignorant. I just said, "Yeah, it's kinda hard."

So, she went on to elaborate, in great detail, things she'd overheard, and how this had all been planned. Last night, when I was upset, I'd started thinking about certain things that made sense now, that had happened over the past month or two. And, I was right.

These people were intentionally deceitful and put me in this situation ON PURPOSE. And, one of the people is Human Resources, so she could make sure they weren't doing anything that would get them in trouble later.

So, I'm left with some anger toward them. But, all the "I don't know why I trust people," whining from this morning is gone.

Shit happens. What's a person going to do but try to duck when it's flung?

Thank you, my very, very, extremely WONDERFUL friends!!!

::HUGS::

Now, I must go because Kero is eying my stew as only a cat can do!

Comments

[i-amsherlocked.livejournal.com]

Much love and hugs!

[nycshelly.livejournal.com]

Make sure you get enough rest. Stress and lack of sleep are not a good combo.

One thing I've learned is to not trust Human Resources. They exist to serve either the employer or themselves, never the employees.

[merebrillante.livejournal.com]

God, I hate office politics. I'm sorry shit like this is happening to you. Here's a cuddle from me and Kerry to you!

[aberrant1.livejournal.com]

Ugh. That sounds like a crappy situation. I hope you can avoid stressing out too much about it. Of course, "don't let it get to you" is easier said than done.

[arkiewriter.livejournal.com]

Sorry to hear they're still screwing things around on you hon. *hugs* Hopefully a silver lining will appear somewhere for you out of all of this.